can’t find anywhere good to watch seasons 3 and 4 of skins, but the new cast isn’t as good anyway. also, my ears have already pretty much closed and scabbed up. within less than 24 hours. the human body is a mystery to me
my gauges got infected…sized up too early. RIP gauges. i really wanted you to work out.
tonight in a nutshell womp womp wompwwompwmwomwp...
the freaks come out at night
my feet hurt and i need a shower. but tonight was a good time with good people. happy halloween! :) also, i need to learn to budget money or get a job also, it’s almost 3:30 and i’m still very awake going to hate myself for a while tomorrow but…worth it.
gives you premature hangovers. stay away kids. blackout in a can.
a good day
i slept through my first class and felt no guilt about it. i was fifteen minutes late to my second class, but i was clean and my belly full and i didn’t nod off like i usually do. the servers in heubeck steamed me way too many veggies, and i ate them while watching skins in my dorm. i got my psych lab quiz back, the one on freudian interpretation of dreams, and i got a 20 out of 20 on it, my...
i tried to imagine i was strolling the broken streets of some classic european village this morning; really i was just in downtown annap walking to and from the court house, feeding quarters to parking meters and smoking and feeling sorry for myself. at least the court house vending machine had pop-tarts.
going home tonight
to chicken florentine pizza, my pup, and a rearranged room. jury duty awaits me in the AM. sometimes i think i’m only really gonna use this thing when i’m in some sort of emotional distress. but it feels good to have things calm down…for now.
red oak sugar and korean dogwood
trying to save you or change you. I am only trying to be something good in your life. I’ll listen to anything you have to say, to everything that normally falls on deaf ears. I’ll be your friend.
I have never thought of myself as a naive person. I’ve always tried to be as realistic as possible, even to the point of bordering on cynicism. I try not to get my hopes up or read between the lines or believe anything unless I have a reason to. But lately I have been feeling like the dumbest little girl for just wanting to help and believing what people say to me (which I apparently...
from the athanaeum in the new day’s mist was a strange experience this morning. It could have been because I had been awake for far too long, or maybe it was just because my eyes were just used to being glued to my computer screen or the pages of a book. All-nighters are strange, and I definitely can’t pull one without some sort of chemical aid, but I’m pretty sure I enjoyed the...
Then Jacques said something that surprised me. People are full of surprises,...– Giovanni’s Room, James Baldwin. I. Love. This. Book.
make me insane.
I love music that doesn’t necessarily have...
I will do anything to procrastinate this essay.
you know what sucks?
It sucks to have someone pull you in. To initiate things. To make you feel like they want exactly what you want, that you’re both on the same page, moving at the same slow speed. It sucks to have them start up something when you could have settled for nothing and been fine. And then it really sucks when they just push you away. When they get scared. When they just shut you out completely....
This will always and forever be one of the most...
Maybe I only made one of these things because I “should” have. But either way I intend to try and use it now… Things I should be doing other than writing this list: 1. Reading Giovanni’s Room for frontiers 2. Writing my definition essay 3. Honestly, anything academic since I haven’t done any work over fall break so far 4. If I can’t bring myself to do any...